TODAY’S Sermons at St Mary’s Priory Church looked at the Question of calling. In the morning Canon Mark Soady reminded us we are called out of our frailty a message repeat by Br Sebastian at Evensong.

Fr Mark spoke on today’s Eucharist Readings Isaiah 6.1-8 , 1 Corinthians 15.1-11 and Luke 5. 1-11 all which speak of not only callings in different contexts, but about the callers reaction.
“Isaiah expresses doubt that he has the right gifts of public speaking to be prophet; St Paul wonders if his track record rules him out; and St Peter is called minutes after failing to achieve his ‘ performance targets ‘ as a fisherman”,
said Fr Mark.
Having confessed to himself feeling inadequate to be called to ministry Fr Mark, urged the congregation to think what gifts God had given them that they could use to proclaim his Gospel and bring his kingdom to Abergavenny in the here and now – and then to trust in God in the using of them.
Quoting the words spoken by Cardinal Basil Hume on his appointment as Archbishop of Westminster,” There are moments in life when a person feels very small.This is one such moment for me.”; Fr Mark said “if we could all accept God’s call in that spirit then we open ourselves up to God to fully use as as He wills. ”
In the evening sermon Br Sebastian, on the occasion of his 20th Birthday, reflected:
The story of the Ugly Duckling by Hans Christian Anderson is one many people know. Despised and rejected the little bird journeys through the world seeking the place where he belongs. He is different to those around him and for one so small and tender he is subjected to more than his fair share of the bullying and rejection he goes through. However he never thinks that he will become a beautiful swan. Indeed he throws himself at the swans mercy thinking that it is better to be killed by such beautiful birds than to continue a life of pain and rejection. Of course in the story, the swans don’t peck him at all, but welcome him as one of their own. Finally he has a place he belongs. No longer an ugly duckling but a beautiful swan. All the suffering and hardships passes and his true beauty is revealed.
As Christians we too can feel rejected by the world, just as Jesus was. In our reading from Colossians today Paul tells us to ‘seek the things that are above’. As Christians we all aim for this to be the case in our lives but sometimes we fall short. Like the ugly duckling we can see all the ugly things about ourselves and want to give up. We feel we will never belong.
Perhaps we look at Jesus and the saints and think of them like the beautiful swans to whom we can never hope to belong, as weighed down by sin as we are.
I was in a bad place once and I just wanted to give it all up, I was so lost in my thoughts and I couldn’t find any happiness. I have always known about God, but I didn’t think much of him at first until the day I started praying and reading about God’s love.
In March four Lay people from the local Anglican churches will share how they use the gifts God has given them to further their faith and proclaim his Gospel. Find out more
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